Today I am all smiles. After meeting up with an old friend last night, getting butterflies to see someone "new" and having a real conversation with someone who isn't him or my girlfriends made me feel light. I still haven't had the courage to go through my computer to delete all the pictures with him in it, and I'm sure when I do, I won't be smiling anymore. But I realized something very important; there's not some fatal flaw that made things end. Everyone has flaws, and I now have the time and energy to devote to myself to continue growing and becoming the person I want to become.
I get to have a relationship with the most important person to have one with again, me.
Like Mark Twain says "Any emotion, if it is sincere, is involuntary."
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