This is about me, and what I think and like. As my life gets more interesting and I start learning more about who I am and what life's about, then I will share it.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Pictures!
Friday, April 23, 2010
History
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Update in Photos!
Monday, April 19, 2010
Freshman... again
Being in Europe isn’t nearly as strange as I imagined it to be. I was expecting the awkward feeling of being an outsider. A small redheaded girl on the fringe of society. Wide eyed and overwhelmed. I was expecting they could read me like a book, as though I had “I don’t belong here” written across my forehead. My Spanish, German, Italian accent as fake as the stereotypical American girl. I once again felt like I was a freshman at the first day of high school.
At moments, yes, this was me. When I didn’t know how the faucet turned off in the bathroom, when I watched the race trying to figure out P1 after the pit stops while only hearing Spanish through the PA system. Especially when I sat in the back of the car listening to Richy and Thomas speak about God only knows in Austrian.
However, most of the time, I overcame the fear of being the “freshman”. I nodded my head at Tino, the older Italian guy who helps prepare food, when he spoke Italian to me faster than American’s speak English. And I used broken Spanish with a shy smile on my face when the people at the hotel asked what I needed help with. The best moments, my moments of solace came when I heard clearly through the sound of cars, or while on the “motorway” on the way to hotel, a classic American song. Who ever thought “Manic Monday” would be the best security blanket. While I am in the states I tend to question everything America stands for, but in Europe, all I can think is God bless America for being so damn influential.